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About Laura Homan

Lover of All Things Creative - Creator of Lovely Things

I Broke My Own Rule and Got an Expensive Education

In my first year of art as a business, 2019, I decided to make myself a rule that I would only apply to be a vendor at an art fair or other art event if I had been there at least once just to observe… and sample the fair food. I broke that rule. I mostly regretted it.

That’s a picture of the disaster that is my studio one week after participating in Art Beat in downtown South Bend, Indiana. The rest of my house doesn’t look so good either. I’ve had a week to rest up after all that work, now it’s time to put my house and my life back to normal.

I had never been to Art Beat before this year. I meant to go last year, but — like most in-person art events last summer, it was canceled. It seemed like a big deal to so many other local artists. There was a lot of buzz about it on social media. It seemed like it would fit my schedule since it was local. It was a one-day event on a Saturday, so it didn’t conflict with my day job or my volunteer responsibilities at church. Since other artists seemed so anxious to be accepted, I assumed they had experienced a good volume of sales there. There weren’t a lot of other options available to me.

I applied. I was accepted, and then I was accepted again to the “fine art scene” where I supposed my work would be a good fit. I was hopeful of making a significant profit for all the work and expense I put into it. I was so wrong.

Now, I want to say emphatically that Art Beat is a great event! It was well organized. It was well attended. The music was good. The food was really good! The parks department and all of the volunteers did a fantastic job. If I had been there just as a visitor to have a good time, it would have been a lot of fun. I might have even done a little shopping. But it was the wrong event for my art, and I would have known that if I had been to Art Beat in the past.

In the three weeks before Art Beat, I started a new job that wasn’t going well and required a lot of overtime that I hadn’t anticipated when I signed up. So it wasn’t until two nights before that I was filling the required sand bags to weigh down my canopy. That was a minor disaster, starting with the discovery that the bags I had ordered were the wrong type and didn’t hold enough sand. I had to improvise with less than attractive gallon water jugs. The night before, I was up past midnight packing the car and printing signs and price labels. And then correcting them and printing again. Luckily I did get some sound sleep once I hit the pillow.

The day of the event was SO HOT. SO, SO MISERABLY HOT. I drank so much water — a few ounces short of a gallon, and still I didn’t need to use the port-a-potty until 6:30 in the evening. When the wind picked up and we couldn’t leave the back of the tent open to let some air in, the tent got unbearably hot so that we had to stand outside the tent to greet people. I thought my husband might pass out, so I sent him to the bar across the street to sit in the air conditioning and drink ginger ale for an hour.

What did I get for all that work? Well, I sold three of my smaller paintings. I thought that might mean I would at least turn a profit. But no. After subtracting what I had spent on the event, I calculated a loss of about $100. If I were to subtract the damage to merchandise and equipment that got knocked over by the wind (or by me) then the losses are about double.

I gained other things. I got many kind compliments. (Enough to give me swelled head.) I met some very nice people, including the artists in other booths nearby, and I met the publisher of an online magazine that features local artists, poets, and writers. He invited me to submit my work. He kindly posted on Facebook about my work at Art Beat too. I got to spend the day with my husband, which we hadn’t been able to do for a while. We didn’t even get into a fight setting up the tent like we did when camping.

The most important thing I gained for my business was a little “education.” I learned that my rule about only applying to events with which I am familiar was a wise rule that I should never break again without very good reason. I learned that outdoor events are a LOT of work. I learned that I really need a good van if I’m going to do more of them. And I learned that I’m going to need to search for events that are better suited to selling my art, or explore some possibilities for selling online instead. I gained experience.

I need to paint more. A lot more, because selling art isn’t the fulfilling part of art business, making art is the part that feeds my soul. I am toying with the idea of having a sort of clearance sale to move out the art I’ve already made and make room for new and even better creations. If you’re interested in a bargain, stay tuned!

I’m also contemplating starting a YouTube channel, though I haven’t settled on what type of content that would be if I do. I know that people who buy art, often do because they feel a connection to the artist. I know that the artists whose work I want to own myself are artists I’ve become acquainted with through their YouTube videos. I’m not so comfortable with the idea of putting myself out there like that, but neither were they.

Art Beat 2021 is only a week away!!!

So, I’m sitting in our spare room this evening trying to do preparation for Art Beat and my friend Myra insists on “helping.” I think I might finish faster without her help. ONE WEEK TO GO! (keep scrolling)

Next Saturday, August 21, 2021, I will be participating in Art Beat in downtown South Bend, IN from 11am to 7pm . Come see me — and my art! I will be in the “Fine Art Scene” booth F135, which you will find at the north edge of Howard Park on the south side of E. Jefferson Blvd. just east of the bridge and S. Niles Ave. Here’s a link to a map, but that map is only half of the event. Besides art, there will be food, music, and dance performances.

Below are some of my newest works that I just framed for displaying at Art Beat. Of course you know that the photos never do a painting justice, so come see them in person. Hey, don’t forget to stop by the ATM on the way there! Or bring your plastic because I also accept credit cards, as do most of the artists you will find there. Help keep an artists from starving!

Art Beat 2021

If you follow me on social media, you already know that I’ve been accepted to participate in Art Beat on August 21st in South Bend, Indiana. I am very excited! And I’m very busy getting prepared. I’ve bought frames that need to be attached to canvases. I’m making a list of everything I’ll need to bring along — must not forget a chair to sit on! And most importantly, I’ve painted some fresh work to display. Here’s a snapshot of four oil paintings and one acrylic (the floral) that I finished this month:

And here’s an ink and watercolor piece that turned out well:

There was a sixth — another watercolor, but it was a disappointing mess. They can’t all be winners. Reference photo credits go to Pixabay.com contributors Free-Photos for the frog and klimkin for the chickens. My model for the cat portrait was Lucy. She gets paid in cat treats. The model for the apples was a couple actual apples. I should probably get around to eating those soon, before they go bad.

For my next painting, I think I want to go BIG. I asked my Facebook friends if they’d like to be volunteer models… so far no takers. I might have to bribe someone, or actually pay them.

Anyway… come see me at Art Beat if you’re in the vicinity on August 21st from 11:00 am to 7:00 pm. There will be food, music, and dancing besides the art. Some of my artist friends are also belly dancers and they will be in one of the groups performing. All sorts of fun in Downtown South Bend.

The Weirdest of Art Supplies

So, I was walking down the sidewalk recently, getting my exercise for that day, when I noticed this sitting on the sidewalk:

In case you can’t make it out from the photo, it’s a tennis ball. Or rather, it WAS a tennis ball. Obviously the dogs who play inside the nearby fence had done it in. I thought to myself, “Ewww. Gross,” and I kept on walking. Then a few blocks down the road I suddenly halted when I remembered something I had seen on another artist’s social media post. This other artist (whose name I can’t recall, so sorry — can’t give credit) was using half of a tennis ball to wash paint brushes.

Many of us who paint clean our brushes by rubbing them in soap or brush cleaner in the palm of our hand. This works fine, except for the small danger of heavy metals. Genuine pigments are minerals that are ground up extremely fine and mixed with a binder to make paint. (Basically, pigment is dirt.) A few of those mineral pigments are toxic, such as cadmium read, lead white, or cobalt blue. [Many paint manufacturers avoid these toxins by substituting safer pigments that have been dyed, though the colors aren’t always a true match to the real thing.]

The risk of absorbing these toxic metals through the skin while painting is not extreme, but it’s not zero either. Some artists go so far as to paint wearing rubber gloves. I haven’t gone that far, but I did think putting the stuff in the palm of my hand and rubbing it around was probably not the healthiest practice. And if I have a lot of brushes to clean, just the friction can be irritating. So when I read that this artist’s husband sawed a tennis ball in two for her to use as the washboard for her brushes instead of the cupped palm of her hand, I thought that was brilliant.

There were two problems with implementing this practice myself: (1) I didn’t have any tennis balls, and didn’t want to buy a whole can just for that. (Yeah, I’m a cheapskate.) And (2) I didn’t have any way to safely cut one in half if I did spend the $4.99 plus tax. That’s why, on the way back from getting in my steps for the day, I stopped and (very gingerly) picked up the remains of that sad former doggy toy, which was already neatly split in two for me. It didn’t take much to remove the remains of the felt covering and clean it up for artsy use.

Now don’t feel bad for those two dogs that lost their toy. It was no longer useful to them, and it had to have been one of their humans who flung it that far outside the fence onto the sidewalk. Besided, those doggos are mean, and they owe me a used ball for all the times they’ve jumped at the fence barking their heads off and scared the breath out of me.

Not Quite An Announcement

So far, I’ve only submitted an application to participate in an art show/fair twice. The first one was last summer and it got COVID-canceled before I even found out if I was in or not. Sadness. At least I got I refund.

A few weeks ago, I submitted that second application, and it was for the Village Art Fair in Winona Lake on June 5th and 6th. It looks likely that it will actually go ahead as planned. I knew getting in wasn’t a sure thing, so I was prepared either way — get busy and get ready if I’m accepted, or get on with business and apply to the next one if I got rejected. I forgot there was a third possibility, and I wasn’t prepared for that one — I got wait-listed.

That’s pretty cool, because it’s affirmation that I’m good enough for these events, but it leaves my plans in limbo. Oh well, after the craziness of the past twelve months, I’m rather used to plans that are entirely tentative. You too? They are supposed to let me know by the 8th of April. I’ll let you all know. Maybe you can come see me there!

Dog Gone!

Today I delivered my fifth dog portrait commission in as many months. I’m a cat person, but I believe all animals (even the blobfish) are beautiful. Dogs have particularly expressive, soulful faces, so portraits of dogs are especially appealing.

My cats wander into my studio and critique my work. They’ve been sitting on my dog portraits or chewing up my reference photos, so I’m interpreting that to mean they don’t approve. My clients have been very happy though, and I’m grateful for their business. Business has been steady since I put out a notice on Facebook that I was available for a few pet portraits before Christmas. It’s been good practice too, and I feel like my abilities have increased with each new portrait.

I’ve got three more pups to paint, and then I’ll definitely be ready to tackle some new subject matter. Maybe a cat. Aren’t there any cat people out there who love their kitties so much that they must immortalize them in oil on canvas? My theory is that cat people tend to be creative types, so they’re painting their own portraits. Or maybe it’s just that they have so many thousands of cat photos on their phones that they don’t feel the need for more cat pictures.

I’m a Calendar Girl!

I got a bit of fun affirmation — my painting A Tangle of Irises was chosen for the April page of the 2021 Elkhart Art League calendar, Art For All Seasons. It’s so cool to see it in print!

A dozen other local artists are also featured, of course, and I’ll bet they got a kick out of it too. It’s all lovely work, so I’m sure everyone who has one hanging on their wall will be enjoying them. Life has been so rotten in the past year, so THANKS Elkhart Art League friends for giving us all a sweet punch of cheerfulness.

Thanks to the Elkhart County Convention and Visitors’ Bureau for sponsoring the calendar too. Local friends, if you want one they might have copies left at their visitors’ center at 3431 Cassopolis Street — that’s State Route 19 just north of I-80/90 exit 92.

Here’s hoping we soon find ourselves living in a healthier world that will allow for art shows and art fairs where we can share our art in person too!

(The original Tangle of Irises is finally varnished and dry, so it’s for sale on my gallery shop page, if you’re interested.)

Art and Emotion

So I stated this new painting at the end of June (small detail shown above). I struggled with it. I was unmotivated to work on it. It was an interesting idea for a technique I’d never seen used before — one of those meaningful, high-concept projects that typically gets picked for juried art shows. Also the type of project that is very much out of my comfort zone. It seemed like I should be excited to work on it, but I just wasn’t.

After having it sit there unfinished on my easel for a few weeks, I finally realized why I couldn’t muster the ambition to keep working on it. It’s all about anxiety. The first layer of this work is a montage of images of things that generate anxiety. Working on it, while artistically fascinating, was emotionally disturbing. I couldn’t look at all those illustrations of anger, angst, hostility, and excess without absorbing some of the negative emotional energy it contains.

I’ve put it away for now. I haven’t decided if I should complete it, or paint over it and start something new on that panel. It would be good art, but certainly not the sort of art someone is going to hang on the wall in their favorite space and gaze at all the time. I’ve definitely decided not to spend long stretches of time on it. If I finish it, it will have to be in small increments interspersed with work on more peaceful and uplifting images.

Some artists use painting to pour out the emotions they are feeling onto the canvas as a cathartic exercise like journaling for writers. I thought that was what this was going to be for me — expressing the way I feel about the way the world is going this year. It turned out that I was absorbing emotion from the painting instead of emptying it into the painting. Not at all what I expected when I attempted broaden my artistic horizons.

Strange Holiday

So it’s the 4th of July, and I’m sitting around in my red, white, and blue (flip-flops and Eeyore pajama pants are patriotic, right?), and I’m musing about the strangest Independence Day ever. The usual local fireworks display at the high school football field down the street has been canceled due to the coronavirus pandemic, but the neighbors seem to be taking up the slack… and then some — at least the neighbors who are less concerned about keeping all ten fingers.

The extended family didn’t plan anything today except that we attended a memorial service this morning for a dear friend. Our daughter is moving to another state in a month. My husband is waiting to hear if he will get the job he interviewed for on Thursday. He’s been at home since March; his previous job was eliminated due to the pandemic’s economic fallout. There was one art fair where I planned to sell my work at the end of the summer, and I just now learned that it has been Corona-canceled. Everything seems to be in a state of change or uncertainty. In the midst of all this, my motivation to make art has had its ups and downs.

I’ve been working on a bunch of smaller works on paper and trying out some art supplies that I had collected but never used. Three pieces (pictured above) that I was very happy with came of it, and then I ran out of ideas for a few days. The next round produced one even smaller floral watercolor (with bee) and then one dud (not pictured). They can’t all be winners. If it’s not a success, then it’s lesson, right? I think the main lesson in that one was that cheap watercolor paper is no bargain.

I am looking into selling my art as prints and merchandise. There are several print-on-demand sites where I could set up an online store. For those who don’t have a place to hang a large oil painting but still want to enjoy a little art, perhaps a print to put on a desk will be just the thing. I’ll keep you posted.

Getting High On Weeds

I finished a new painting last week. I’m calling it Irish Pasture. Now it’s sitting on the easel in my studio for me to stare at while it dries. That’s what I do when I’ve finished a painting — I stare at it. While I’m working on a painting, if I’m doing it right, life and light flow out of me onto the canvas (or paper, or panel) and then when I’m finished I get to stand back and absorb that life and light back into my own soul.

Eventually the effect wears off, and then I’m less attached to the piece and I can sell it. At that point, ideally, I will have the next one finished and then it can be my stare-at piece. My husband said that’s disturbingly vampire-like, but I explained to him that it’s roughly the same thing he gets from reading his poetry to a live audience, so he gets it now. Runners claim to get a high (I’ll take their word for it), and this is the painter’s version.

The focal point in a painting is always the eye or eyes if there are any. This scene has several, but the only one looking directly at the viewer is the steer on the left. His eye and the effects of the morning light falling on his face are definitely the main focal point, but I painted that first so I suppose I’ve already “sucked the life” out of that bit already.

The parts that now keep catching my attention as I walk past the studio door are the weeds in the foreground. They aren’t anything special, but they are an eye magnet — at least for me. I suppose each viewer’s eyes will settle on a different detail. Or, if I did my job well, there are enough eye magnets to keep a person looking, and looking, and looking. If you can’t easily look away, then I’ve hit a home run!

Once Irish Pasture is dry and ready to sell, I am going to donate a portion of the sale price to the missionary who took the photo, my friend Korina. Korina has traveled to many places around the globe, but lately she’s been going back to Greece for a few months at a stretch (interrupted by a bit of a pandemic) in order to work with Syrian refugees, a Roma (Gypsy) school, and Threads of Hope, a ministry that helps victims of human trafficking, and otherwise making a big difference in the world. I am hoping to make her next flight to Athens much more affordable.